tired

I am so tired lately. Tired from lack of sleep and tired of dealing with shit. My life, for the most part, is pretty good. Nothing major to complain about, I'm healthy, my family is healthy, my friends are healthy. Nothing too complicated or difficult, yet I find I deal with a lot of shit.

I have good friends, but I also have a set of friends who I feel I am growing increasingly distant from. They are good people, but I just don't think we have the same things in common as we used to. As a result sometimes when I see these friends I get so frustrated and annoyed with their versions of a good time that I add more tension to my already super tight shoulders.

Thankfully I have a massage gift certificate (a birthday present from back in May that I've been saving for when my job ends) to use to get all this stress rubbed out of me. I'm going to use it sometime after September 4, because that is the day I'm submitting the supporting documents for my visa.

You see, you can send in your application online but you have to have fingerprints and face digitally scanned before you can send anything in... so my application is in at the moment, but they can't look at it until they have everything AND the earliest appointment I could get was 4 September. After the fourth I'll be doing a lot of waiting - hopefully patiently.

Work is tiring me, I feel like I'm dropping the ball more often than I normally do, and I don't really have the energy to get the work done in the next five days that needs doing. BUT, I will do it. I'm going to collapse one of the days, but hopefully it will be into a very big and comfy bed.

In other news, I'm looking for potential flatmates in London so if you know anyone, pass on the info this-a-way. (If you don't know anyone looking for a flatmate in London, if you know of any jobs in Brighton that would be equally wonderful!)

Thanks for reading... goodnight.